Paul A Jones

Paul arrived into the world at 1140pm on thursday the 11th feb 1971,weighing in at 6lb12. He was the only child i was blessed with,he was my life,my all,the only thing i could call my own,paul was loved by so many,he was such a lovely lad from day one,i was so proud of him.Paul was so forward,he cut his 1st two teeth age just over four month old,he walked at the age of nine months,and he carried on being forward all his life.he had a gift that could have took him a long way in his life if only he had took up on it,art now he was excellent,take a look at the gallery and you will see just one of his drawings bob marley,he could draw anything you asked him too.Paul left behind three children when the lord took him away,his daughter kristina now aged 17,jamie now aged 14 and bradley now 10,if only he could have been around for them and of course for me too,he should be here to look after me as i grow old i would give anything to have him back here now,if wishes could come true he would be here with me lord and not with you,Paul spent a big part of his life in Hull even though he was born in Tomorden,he spent his school years in Hull,he did well at school,Paul did marry a lovely girl Alison but sadly it never lasted,Paul had many friends he was liked by so many people,he was a good son and i miss him so much,i would like to put a poem here so you will see how Pauls life ended,

I once had a son,
His name was Paul,
He was my life,
He was my all,
Untill one day,
A dealer said Paul,
Just try this,
It won't hurt at all,
So he did,
And it all began,
His life was a mess,
It was all a sham,
I begged and i cried,
For him to stop,
He did not listen,
i lost the lot,
The dealers were happy,
With their pots of gold,
But all i have left,
Are memories to hold,
For the rest of my life,
I will wonder why,
They go on dealing,
And my son had to die.

This makes it all so hard for me to come to terms with as Paul could have still been here if he had only listened to me,but he paid for what he did with his life,and took part of mine with him,but Paul was my son no matter what i loved him so much,and a mothers love is unconditional,paul was not bad it was the drugs.Paul is now with his nana who loved him so much from the day he was born,my mother who i lost 18months after Paul,i bet she gave him a right telling off when she met up with him and i can just imagine his reply to it(smiling to myself now)but at least now he is not alone they will look after eachother once again now god bless them bothxxxxxI hope you and mum are together Paul and having some laughs together like you used too,look after her Paul she was so ill and went through a lot,it was agony too watch the way mum suffered she did'nt deserve it all,she loved you so much son as you know,and missed you she never got over losing you,as i never will.We had a lot of good times son did'nt we,happy times together,i am so proud to have had you as my son,you were my one and only,my life was your life,i remember your bedroom wall when you painted bat out of hell on it and iron maiden it was excellent Paul,tomb stones the lot grin what an imagination you had,you were one on your own,you were my son and i loved you so much,you would never have copper when you wanted spends it had to be silver even at the age of two n three, you would go to shop and come back with a bottle of milk,they loved you in that shop little jonsey they called you,you went to a jumble sale when you were about three at the top of the street came running in shouting mum i have bought a record,it was called shot gun wedding(laughing now to myself) you were so funny son you made a lot of people very happy they loved you.i remember when you were in the hull daily mail you james sloan neil daniels when you were collecting match boxes my god their were loads of them,you know son when james and neil came to see you in the rest rooms they put some match boxes in with you as a reminder as to what you all did together,how i miss all the good times we had,memories thats all that i have now but without them Paul i would have nothing, xxxx I hope you like the song son it says it all for me i did give protection love and affection all your life,i just wish i was still doing it for you paul,i love you so much and miss you no one knows the pain i carry with me each day,xxxxxxxxx hello son i have learned how to put the songs on so added your favourite meatloaf xxxxx also put a song on for your nana as i was'nt there when she died Paul and it's been playing on my mind i was at work at the time and was too late to see her please tell her i love and miss her so much son i'm lost without you two,,god this is so hard for me Paul,you two were my world and now it as fallen apart,i miss you both so much my heart aches xxxxxx